Let me be raw as fuck with you. I’m experiencing right now one of the biggest blocks I have ever felt with my work and with myself. I think in the world of social media most people hide the messy bits of their life for various reasons but when you’re an artist and also in service to support others the messy bits isn’t shown on our own personal journeys and what we move through to walk our authenticity.
Ive hid a lot of that myself on social media purely because it is social media and we all know there’s a lot of dickheads that would like to pull down others when they’re already feeling low. My thing and we all have a thing is my uniqueness. It’s not that I don’t honour or love it I absolutely do but it’s tiring living in a world where you confront so many that aren’t walking their truth or just have no idea how to connect with their own individuality, their own inner sight.
My very colourful life and moving through so many dark places on my own you grow to empathise, have compassion and an open heartedness towards everyone…not much surprises me and not too much pulls me down either.
BUT it’s this shitty feeling that surfaces now and again when I experience another deep dive within that I have to rise to yet another piece of me that I will honour and love and be vulnerable to manifest this change which heightens my sensitivity, opens my heart that little more wider and pulls down yet more veils to see how life and the world really is.
Don’t get me wrong it’s miraculous it is this heightened awareness and clarity, healing is miraculous but to walk with love is to also walk with pain why? Because as you see more you feel more, your compassion and empathy grows and you see the pain and suffering in the world. This does make a person unique and it is for so many others that see with their real eyes too.
Pulling down more veils is feeling a whole heap of uncomfortable feelings just stuff that we sometimes don’t want to face. So let me clarify because I’m writing this spontaneously.. uniqueness TO ME isn’t the clothes you wear, your gifts, talents whatever most people think that makes you different for me in this world it’s being open, compassionate, empathetic and understanding.
I know I know these are human qualities we all have..yes that’s true but so many have forgotten to live from their heart and living from what they think is their heart. I say think because when you live from your heart you feel it all when you think you do you’re disconnected from feeling the human qualities that connect all living things to your own heart.
It ain’t easy in this world if you’re living it truthfully with integrity and to those that do I take my hat off to you. Thanks for listening you just helped heal mine. Xxxx